Damn i love and hate over nights... People are so weird

I'm reading the bible almost daily. Weird work schedule its hard to have a life.. I had a really good talk with my mom today about religion (christianity). I really don.t want to leave kohls. But i figured out that kohls will be there if i feel like i want to return to elgin once i have a car and a job at a hospital or nursing place. I'll be able to make alot more money. And have alot more fun with a car

It just got real. The house is literally splitting up, this morning tonya came in the kitchen and let us know that by may next year everyone is moving out. Thats fine, i already knew that. But she singled tara out. And called her a lot of hurtful words. That i don.t think are true

Wake up to a slap

Petty, people believing everything they read online. I'm more than happy to give one fifty a month for rent, and keep my food stamps. More than happy. I just wonder why she didn't just ask me sooner or in private for that matter like i was on a court tv show. Its a good thing I found an online bank that doesn't have too many fees, Green Dot Co looks pretty good, i've read a few reviews online, and i've even seen their rating with the BBB (which is an A+) I almost got sucked into this Netscape, or netcash something or other, it was a card similar to green dot, but they had horrible reviews and a few ppl even went so far as to say that they were a scam. They didn't seem to have been rated by the BBB yet. I printed out a blank check (for direct deposit) from Greendot in the library and I feel good about it. Now when I get paid I won't have to wait on a paper check like I am now.. lol The money will be deposited on Thursday night, every Thursday night. It Is also a God send that Jantiece will be here, with the recent drama from this morning, having someone else in the house will be nice. Even though I know the misunderstanding was quelled I still have an inky feeling about the future in that house. I'm gonna save my money and get the heck out before they try to pull me into some shit I don't need to be in.

Quick Recap

I forgot my Damn login info for blogger, oh well i guess a lot has happened so lets start off with work. I've managed to scope a lot more hours than i was scheduled for and i also did an overnight shift. It was okay, it went by quickly and i got paid an extra dollar and twenty five cents per hour. I met a few new ppl at work, well honestly I met just about everyone at work. I've even made a few new friends. Vicky is my immediate supervisor at first I wasn't so sure but now I know she loves me! Dave the store manager has always been really friendly and helpful. At home things are better than they have ever been, I've got my own room (in the basement) and apart from the noise of everyone walking over my head it is heaven! The day we moved I was a little stressed out, I was originally supposed to switch rooms with C.J, but he wasn't having it at all, and his mom was too afraid of him to enforce he switch rooms like she did with kenisha and Antonio. I'm waiting on my first check to come from work so I can paty hard in the city on saturday, i'm only spending like 24 hours in chicago but thats long enough for me to unwind and really have a good time with my peeps. I don't know about all my friends but I know that I can count on Steven (surprisingly) he has been one of the main ones who really talked to me about everything without judging me. Unfortunately Christina the person I felt closest to in the city besides steven isn't as nonjudgmental as she would like to believe. Its fine, I knew that some relationships wouldn't remain the same, I was just hoping that from the people I called my best friends and my "sun" I would have had a little more support in becoming a member of the cloth. I know its a BIG change but if steven (one of my wildest friends) could accept it, why can't she? I know I'm being silly, and selfish. She can choose to do what she wants to do. I just want her to know that even if she feels like we can't be as close as we once were, that I'm not going to turn my back on a true friend.